Life is not staight and narrow. It has a few bumps, smooth, steep, curvy and crooked paths. If you pay close attention, this roads always teach you something about yourself and you gain alot of wisdom and strenght from it but you don’t have to figure out life, things will always fall into place when it’s meant to be.
I have discovered so much about my self over the years and I like to think I am wise.
Life has showed me happy moments as well as bad moments, but I still believe I need them both to make me grow into a mature, understanding, forgiving, peaceful and loving woman.
When I say you need both happiness and bad moments I mean you gain depth and have a whole new insight as to how life is. If you only happy you wont grow or vice versa. Lets take a flower for instants for a flower to grow it has to have roots. You first need to plant a seed than the roots develop and when nature takes its course it grows into a beautiful flower. The roots signifys sadness and the leafes and flower is happiness.
Sometimes you feel like you just hit a brick wall and nothing seems to go your way, you try almost everthing from reading spiritual blogs, inspirational blogs and motivational blogs only to find out that they all seem to leave you even more unhappy because they dont give you the tips you want or feel will work for you because you blinded by darkness.
As time passes by, you become impulsive and seek exterior happiness through material things only to fit in a world where almost everybody conforms to the ways of society. You look for the big picture by practising positivity but it also doesn’t work since it’s not as easy as people say it is.
Nobody is willing to just Be, because we afraid of becoming the person we really meant to be. Society has planted a different picture than your own so you worry what the next person will think of you without looking in the mirror and saying I am the person I should please first, I need to be selfish for once and Love me with all my flaws and imperfections.
Until then I feel like we will always wander in the dark because we too afraid to go to the light where our intuition, soul and heart lay. Follow them and see how your life unfolds.
If you not happy inwards you’ll never be happy outwards.
Stay true to you. Be!